MY LOVE STORY

2011年3月17日星期四

今天三月十七日，凌晨一时正，距离你离开的时间还有大概还有四十二天左右。真的很想很想把这四十二天都给填满，好好陪在你身边，给你一个美好的回忆。虽然你只是去近近的邻国---新加坡，可是对于你的离开，我真的觉得很伤心，很不舍得，很心疼。我不能想象没有你在我身边的日子是怎样，也许是我真的太依赖你了，可是我认为是我太爱你了。我第一次觉得和你分离竟然会是那么痛苦，那么心疼。我之前一直很洒脱，很潇洒地说不介意你离开，想你努力读书，说我可以一个人。可是当事实真正发生时，我才发觉，我有点后悔了。我曾经自私地想，如果我不提议你去那里读书，那会多好；如果我不挑剔你花那么久时间完成学业，那会多好。可是，我不可以那么自私，不可以为了留你在我身旁而要你在这里浪费时间。所以我很坦然地接受你的决定，支持你的决定。虽然你只是去短短的一年，而且我也可以一直去探望你，但是我还是觉得不舍得，一万个不原意。每次当我想到你即将离开我，我的眼泪就不知不觉地往下掉，我很想压抑自己，可是我做不到。请原谅我太爱哭，可是我真的很想哭，很告诉你，我多爱你，多不舍得你。从你出现在我生命里，我就知道你就是我要找的人，陪伴我一辈子的伴侣。你是我这辈子最重要的人，最爱的人，最信赖的人，最疼爱我的人，最温暖的避风塘，精神上的支柱。在这一年半内，我已经习惯了你的全部，习惯了你的存在，习惯了你的味道，习惯了你的脾气，习惯性地越来越爱你。我知道你也很不舍得我，不想离开我。大家正在为了我们的未来而努力，继续深造，努力作工存钱，打造属于我们的家庭。打从我提议那天开始，我就知道我们的确在为我们的将来而奋斗着，我会支持你的。我答应你，我会在这里等你，等你毕业回来，继续我们的梦想，建造我们的家庭。我会学习独立，一个人照顾自己，学习怎样做你背后的女人。我会好好珍惜这四十二天的时间，好好和你相处，去爱你和照顾你。

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2011年1月18日星期二

Never update my blog for few months oh...it really a long long time...every time i wish to update it on every free day, but at last i dint do it...haha, cz im really lazy and busy with my stuff...last year really was a great year for me...my darling travel wif me to Langkawi during October, we taken our 1st fight, we celebrate 1st anniversary on the September, and many more...hahaha...i really enjoy the time be wif my darling so so much..he brings alot of joy and sweet moment into my life...it is really a happy year...

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2010年9月22日星期三

Wohoo~~ 19-9-2010 is our 1st anniversary ever...so exciting and happy for this day...i been prepare the present few weeks before the day...haha..cz it really take times and effort to do~~Well, that is a handmade album full of our pictures and memory...i planned to prepare this for him because i think handmade present is more meaningfull and valuble than buying present. Other than this little ablum, i did prepare a dozen of homemade cupcake for our anniversary. This is the normal cupcake but decorate with the most popular design in the market-royal icing. It is my 1st time try to make royal icing. I been searching many information and see a lot of video about teaching way to make royal icing. Although it take times for me to learn and try, but this is really a great experience and sweet memory for me. I'm so enjoy the process of preparing all these thing for my loveloy darling, i feel so so blissful and happy being his partner. Before the anniversary day, we went to the nearer shopping mall for shopping and buy our couple polo-tee for the anniversary day. We been look for many shops and outlets, but finally we found it on the Converse shop. We bough a red (for him) and white (for me) polo-tee. After that my darling also bough me a handbeg~~i like that handbeg so much~~cause i wanted a new beg for long time but never found any nice one. However, that day we able to get that new beg and buy the thing we want...such a great day for us...

Our anniversary cupcake~~

The handmade album~~

My anniversary present from my babe is a handmade short film...haha...shall i say a video or film? that is a six minutes long movie that combined all our pictures together and with the lovely description. I like it so much, cause i really can understand how much effort my darling contribute to make this movie. He spending his sleeping time and energy to make this for me for few days time. I love it so so much..thx alot oh babe...

We celebrate the anniversary 1 day earlier in the evening. Babe bring me to The Curve there but without telling me which restaurant we dining in. Haha...so mystery...Lastly, i know it...He bring me to have japanese food as our anniversary dinner, the shop named Senyu. He though that shop have the Uni i wanted,, but unlucky, the uni was not available on that day...We quite disappointed on that but we still enjoy the other food there. The food over there is really super great and nice oh...Both of us so enjoy the food because it was so delicious...Although some of the food over there are slighly expensive than others restaurant but the quality really good and worth. After the meal, we went for a movie and back to the house around 1.am.

On that anniversary day, we dint really celebrate..hahaha...cause we staying at the home and busy FB-ing...hahaha...we just casually light the candle and eat that cupcake..haha...although it look simple, but i really feel sweet~~so touching...

Really hope we can be together forever and sweet forever oh...i'm very appreciate you and the chance to be with you...i'll never let you go and be good to you, be your good wife forever....I LOVE YOU GO ENG LEAN DARLING